I really need to focus on the things in my life that I feel are important and that I need to hang on to. I can at times get so wrapped up in the things of the world that I lose track of what is my world. This has to come to an end.
When I don’t focus on what’s important than I miss things. Some big and some small but they are all important. It’s the small things that add up to the big things. I must admit that I am guilty of doing or not doing things that I I’m supposed to be doing.
This will and must stop. I’m turning over a new leaf. Time to put away those childish things and act as a man, father and husband should. I need to set the example and do better.
I feel every sentiment of this. As a husband and father it all seems to get blurry. Focus can be such a hard thing to maintain.
What’s up Ken! Man we’ve both come a long way since those high school days. Lol yeah I think my center of focus was all off centetes and I was just focused on myself and my haopiness and kind of negkecting everything else. Just caught up in a little selfishness and not selflessness.
Its easy to do. I’ve been building on my profession in the retail merchandising remodel industry now for the last five years or so. I’m in management now but the growing pains of it and the dues I had to pay kept me on the road for months at a time. All the while the wifie was home holding it down. Now I see at times it wasn’t all about being a provider that kept me on the road so hard but it was a sort of selfish pride to keep advancing.
Every now and again I have spans of moments where focusing it a huge issue. The last two weeks I found it severely hard to get thru small tasks at work because I had so much going on in my head. I believe that when I have decisions to make then I become antsy and cant seem to do anything but try to relax. Well I’m happy to say that today I’m refreshed and relaxed. And while I haven’t made any decisions, I’m happy for the refreshed and relaxed feelings.
This year I plan to make more of a conscious effort to free my mind to stay centered and focused to accomplish my personal and professional goals.