It seems that I’ve done it again. I have this knack for hurting people’s feelings unintentionally. I don’t know why I do but I just do. In my previous blog ” what dreams may come” I said that my first love broke my heart twice. Well, that was the truth. She did break my heart twice, but the thing is, she didn’t know that. I had just thought that in our numerous conversations post breakup that I had told her and she knew. I guess I was wrong. My bad. I would never intentionally put that out there if I didn’t think that she was already aware of it. Once I typed it I expected to get some type of reaction from her, but not one of surprise. After the break up we both made efforts to try and at least remain friends. I mean she is my first love, and no matter who or what comes along, you never forget your first love. Like I said, I don’t mean to hurt people but sometimes I just do.
I write what I feel and if it ruffles a few feathers, than so be it. It is what it is. I’m ‘ Mr. nice guy’ all the time, but the one moment I say what I really feel I somehow become scum of the earth. I can’t please everybody. If for some reason me revealing the truth and purging my thoughts hurts or offends you, my bad. It is what it is.
Peace and Blessings
Sincere