What dreams may come

Okay so after making myself stay awake for about 4 1/2 hrs to get some things done after I came home from work at about 6am, I found myself unable to go to sleep. Has that ever happened to you? You fight sleep for a while so you can do whatever it is you need done, but when you’re finally done and ready to go to sleep you can’t. anyway, that’s what happened to me. Since I was up I decided to watch one of my favorite movies What Dreams May Come ( Shout to Batisha for turning me on to this back in ’00). This movie is about a guy( Robin Williams) that dies and goes to Heaven. Well, his wife( forgot her name, but i’ve seen her in hella other movies) becomes depressed and all and eventually commits suicide. she is sent to Hell because of this. Robin Williams’ character( It’s a shame that this is one of my favorite movies yet I don’t even know the characters’ names.. smh) wants to be with her or rather her with him. So with the help of an angel( Cuba Gooding jr) he goes down to Hell to bring her up to Heaven. So this got me thinking, in real life how far is someone willing to go for their significant other? I know we say things like ” I would walk to the ends of the earth just to pick you a single flower” or ” i would give you the sun, the moon, the sky, the stars and the mountains( shouts to After 7 a.k.a. them Edmonds boys) but would we really do it? I can honestly say that there are a lot of things that I would do for Mamacita but going to Hell to get her when I’m already straight up in Heaven? I would definitely have to think on that. Before you even trip talking about how I’m insensitive or that I don’t love my wife, I’ll let you know that if you think that then you’re wrong and besides she wouldn’t even think about it. she would just flat out not do it!!! I am one of those types that will do almost anything in the name of love. Mind you I did say ALMOST anything. I’m not gonna go all Van Gogh and cut off my ear or anything like that, but I have done some, shall I say, out of character things for love. Or rather the feeling of love. I think I’m in love with being in love. It sounds weird but I know I’m not the only one. I just love the feeling of feeling love( love the feeling of feeling love? that sentence doesn’t sound right, but somehow makes sense to me.. go figure). I tend to fall hard and fast for love. I wasn’t always like this though. After my first love ripped my heart apart (not once but twice) I gave up on love and thought it was not worth the time. But I guess it takes a fool to learn to love( I’m a young guy with an old soul and if you can think of where that phrase is from you are too). But now I bask in it and enjoy every waking moment of it. so now. Would I go to hell to get Mamacita? I guess the answer would be yes. Love can make you do strange things. It is what it is.
Peace and Blessings
Sincere